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[18 Sep 2008|12:50pm] |
I think I may start using you again Livejournal.
Just so when I feel like ranting I don't have to load it all into someones brain, and it doesn't have to make any sense what-so-ever.
:)
Man, the rest of this journal is LAME.
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[06 Aug 2006|07:44pm] |
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Fuck.
I bought a Daria shirt today and it has a huge fucking mtv logo on the back.
Ass.
Whatever, my Rocko's Modern Life shirt kicks all sorts of ass.
Along with my shoes and blue heart bag. :)
Happy days. Two days full of shopping. More like 3. Going to be four on Monday.
:) :) :) :)
Man, I had a lot of ice cream. I'm sorta hyper.
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[07 Nov 2005|08:29am] |
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[16 Jun 2004|12:08am] |
Mmm hm, bitch.
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[04 Jun 2004|10:15pm] |
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Forgiveness- Ayumi Hamasaki |
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Muah!
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[04 Jun 2004|08:06pm] |
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Hadashi no Kiseki- Makira Masumoto |
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Check the new icon peoples!! I actually colored on one of my own pictures on the computer!!
I cleaned it up.
Darkened the lines.
Colored it in.
Added effects.
Now, this was all done in paint mind you. I like it!
Kyla
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[03 Jun 2004|03:25pm] |
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We went to brittany's... Had some fun. Went to Vallertas.... Went to Dereks crib. Chilled. Left. Sat on this deck thing. Played cards. Got attcked with silly string that is still in my hair and should go get out in a shower. Bed. Chilled more when we woke up. Went home. Chilled here. Found out we could go to the Jason Mraz concert. Cleaned. Washed the dog. Played with our scrapbooks. Got on and played some dating sims. And now... My hands smell like stawberries. How taht happened... You don't wanna know. Anyway, So prolly goin to the JM concert tonight. Fun. Fun.
Kyla
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[02 Jun 2004|03:45pm] |
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I had the worst sleep EVER last night/this morning. I actually could not fall alsleep because my toe hurt so bad. (Mom messed with it the other night when she was giving me a pedicure) it was swollen and really nasty looking so I pulled out the dandy nail care basket. I pushed on it and it pussed. So I flipped out ran and got some paper towels wrote a note to mom saying how nasty my feet are. Then at like 5 she woke me up by looking at my feet and pushing me into her room. And I went back to sleep. Then I woke up at like 9 with unbearable pain in my lower back and stomach, I went to the bathroom and TOM visited... Soooo, Had to take some nice pills waited a half hour and went back to sleep. Then woke up with Nicole jumping on me telling me not to walk out in my skivvies. So I finally woke up and dressed and sat around... Now, were sitting... Waiting till moms gets home so we can go shopping..
And I know most of you did'nt want to know all that but. I've had a gross day.
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[02 Jun 2004|03:03pm] |
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Appears- Ayumi Hamasaki |
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Making me real mad...
screw it... I don't even wanna do it now...
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[01 Jun 2004|05:01pm] |
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I sighed lifted up from the hunch I had been sporting that day. I sighed slowly and wiped my brow and looked at the work I had done. Half of the clothes ridden closet had been cleaned and packed. I was stuck in the middle of it. I sighed and started singing to the computer radio and pushed my hair behind my ear again. To make this job much more easier on me I decided to make a short game out of it. I twirled around and squatted down to my knees,
"to nai komonai domo she mmm..."
Humming along I turned and looked around at someone I could feel there. I have never seen this man before in my life. He had been looking at me sweating and pulling at the weeds in my garden. The sun was right behind him, darkening hs face and leaving him shrouded in darkness. I gasped at quickness he squatted down to my level, he smiled letting his shaggy black hair spill and fall to cover his bright blue eyes. I never knew that someone this perfect would ever meet me,
"W-what? What do you want?"
I managed to gasp out as I turned back to my garden of imaginary weeds and flowers. I gasped and let go of everything I had been holding, my garden tools, soiled and dead roots of weeds. He had wrapped his arms around me and leaned his head on my back. I kept completely still wondering what was going on. I did'nt know, and at the same time, I couldn't have cared less. This man I had known for more then 5 minutes was holding me. Who would know what to do?
"Roe! ROE! Phone!"
I gasped and shook my head, letting the man leave my side. I dropped the clothes I had been pulling out from under a storage box go. I stood up and looked around at the closet again thinking that it would never be done faster no matter what I did. I wiped my brow one more time as I stuggled with the obtescles at my feet. As I was struggling with the boxes to get out I could feel my fury rising up inside. I took a deep breath and just threw everything out of my way as I headed out the door into the much brighter atmosphere of the living room.
"When will you stop listening to that Japenese shit?"
Sam was there sitting on the couch reaing her latest issue of people. I rolled my eyes and looked at her,
"When you stop reading moronic shit like people. I thought you said there was a phone call for me?"
Sam Leaned forward and picked up the silver phone letting her long, rich, brown hair slide over her thin frame. She dangled the phone in her right hand grinning malevolently at me,
"'Eetz a boie."
She smiled trying her best at her freanch accent. Her brown eyes glittered in the sun flooding though the sliding glass door. I rolled my eyes,
"What boy would that be?"
I said as I reached for the phone she kept jerking away right out of my reach,
"The "I'm-not-telling-you-just-let-me-speak-to-Roe" Kind."
"Then oblige, Sam!"
I finally grabbed hold of the phone and jreked it away from her walking to my messy, gloomy, room.
"Hello?"
"You were dreaming about me."
A regal, deep, voice replied from the other end. I stared off, I had never heard this voice before,
"Uh, who IS this??"
"the man you were just day-dreaming about."
I sniggered a bit, and turned down my music,
"really? Okay then, Mister Dream Man, What do you look like?"
I playfully questioned under my breath so Sam would'nt hear. She had been my friend for years but there were some things I just did'nt want her to know.
"You should know... But since you keep doubting me I guess I will have to tell you or you will never be happy. I know how you are."
I could hear the smile that was probably forming on his moith right now. I knew this man well, I had been dreaming about him for years. But I never expected a call from him.
No idea.... Don't ask... But... I do like it...
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[01 Jun 2004|04:14pm] |
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You- Ayumi Hamasaki |
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Ayumi Hamasaki is the most awesome Person I have ever had to listen to for hours at a time.
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[31 May 2004|10:44pm] |
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Store Clerk: Umm...excuse me?
Me: Hey, your sign just says No Shirt, No Shoes, No Service. It says nothing about pants.
I realized what a huge impact some people have on my life. I'm much more an otaku now that I have been hanging around with Matt-Sama...
Kyla
(Has fun with taglines also.)
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[31 May 2004|01:57am] |
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Hammy Ham Ham...
I had lotsa stuff to say... And like two minutes from now when I'm out on the couch I'm going to remember and like shoot myself in the head.
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[30 May 2004|04:30pm] |
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Desire- Do As Infinity |
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IT BURNS LIKE THE DICKENS!!!!!
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[29 May 2004|10:23pm] |
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Mood rings- Reliant K |
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It's all my fault. I don't know how though.
I fold my hands on my lap and look at this person I thought I knew. Could she have betrayed me so horribly? Did she really need me dead? I don't know how I could have handled it. She leaned towards me and I could feel the old purfume on her. She pressed and hands over mine and sighed,
"I don't know how to tell you any other way."
I rolled my eyes and stood up, Quickly brushing her scummy hands off me,
"then maybe you shouldn't have slept with him?"
I folded my arms across my chest and stared at her. I could see the tears she was holding back, I snorted back my disgust, choking back that familar lump in my throat. That lump I had gotten so used to over the days. I had gotten so used to feeling it. Feeding it all the greif I had tryed to avoid all these years. I looked at her one last time as one tear slid down her acne scarred face. How could he have wanted her then me? I would never understand it. I picked up my things and left her one bedroom apartment. I could hear the dam that was holding back her tears finally crack and she wailed, as the one person she had loved, had now left forever. Due to her mistake. That I had caused.
It was my own fault. I knew her like a sister, and I knew him well enough to know he should'nt be left alone with her. No matter how much he said he loved me, I would never be able to beleive it. He was who he was, he wouldn't change for me. He would'nt even change for her. I bet she thinks she can change him. Change the way he thinks, She's so thick she would not notice anything is going on.
I walk to the elevator down the hall, I had'nt even noticed I had gotten this far. I pressed the button to go down. I slowly brushed my hair back, dropped my purse down on the floor, it leaned back on to the wall. I pulled the sweater I was holding over my long ponytail and around my thick, black, glasses. I listened to the quiet dings in the distance as my short bangs fell into my eyes. I pulled it behind my ears and pulled down my black hoodie. The elevator was one floor below, I hurridly grabbed my black purse and waited anxiously for it to get here. To spare me anymore greif towards the person I knew deep down I still loved. I could feel the floodgates breaking under all the weight. But I couldn't, I would not let them out. I would not let them see me break, I would not let them see in such a weak, fragile position.
I Looked up down the ground when i heard the final ding. The doors opened up to a small compartment filled with one black haired man leaning aganst the guard rail.
The floodgates broke.
And anyone who was there,
knew.
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[29 May 2004|08:43pm] |
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We went to the beahc today... My #1 enemy is sand. I got burnt horridly, and I don't like the beach.
But, I did get my ice cream.
_Kyla
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[29 May 2004|12:23am] |
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I'm so bored I could pull a knife out and start peeling my skin off....
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[28 May 2004|04:41pm] |
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sounds like... bells.... |
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Me and Nicole never finished braiding my hair... like halfs done and the others not... I look kinda like tank girl... if anyone knows that movie you wiould laugh. Me derek and Nicole went to mall a while ago and I got a huge jawbreaker and... it's making ym fingers and tongue all white... It's crazy...
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